fab weekend

this was shimelles clas for the uks harry potter cyber crop.

more of the classes....

and these are for the scrappad cybercrop. the classes were by marylin healey, rebecca sower and anso

had a strange

week last week.

it was birthday on wednesday, i though Raena had forgotten in the morning as she never mentioned it and i didnt want to upset her by mentioning it. I spent most of the morning crying but perked up when Raena came home and gave me the gifts that i had bought her on holiday......she really is a sweetie. I got some awful news about something that my Dad had done later that evening and it really shook me up...why are some people so selfish and not care about the impact that it has on others....it was at this point that i turned the phones off, and didnt turn them back on again until Sunday as i just couldnt cope with them all phoning me.

On friday i had to take the cats to the vets as they had contracted cat flu from when they were in kennels, luckily they only had a mild dose coz they had been vaccinated, although Zante is still poorly at least now he isnt sneezing every 10 mins.

We went to town on Saturday and raided Primark for winter clothes as Raena just doesnt have anything left form last year that fits!

I called an ambulance at 5am on Sunday as my tongue had swollen up again and spent 3 hours in A&E. luckily they let me home in time so that i could go to the Manchester crop. I got some scrummy presents and Pual bought a surprise birthday cake for me......i hadnt even bought one as I hadnt even thought about it.I had a fab time and even managed to finish off my cj


Raena has been ill the last few days with tonsilitus again, thats the third time this year, last year wasnt too bad but the year before she had it threee times in 7 weeks.

A few things fell into my beasket today from ATDML, mainly crate papers....Avebue, Holly and Birdie lol

family get on my nerves....

dont they realise that when they say "weve not been around coz the house doesnt seem the same without andrew" how much hurt they cause us. they havent even visited since we buried him.
WE have to live here. WE know its not the same, coz WE have to live with it every day and night.
selfish effing bastards!

home from hols

well weve just spent a week on the costa del sol. the weather was very pleasant, not too hot and not too wet.

we had a couple of dramas..... raena spewed as we entered the hotel reception, good job i had took a sick bag from the plane. then later that day she started limping badly and started to complain that she couldnt swallow. so the next day i took her to the clinic in the hotel where they promptly sent for an ambulance. she had her leg xrayed at hospital and thankfully the pain was only muscular. by this time she had a temperature of 38.8 and they diagnosed tonsillitus......that must be the 6th time she has had it in 2 years!

we met the lovely elaine and kate on the tuesday when we went to the market. they showed us a great time and i bought a pair of red leather boots...not like me at all lol.

we had a lovely break, swimming in the pool and taking long walks on the prom, for raena i think one of the highlights was sealife as she made me go round twice lol.

i must admit that come thursday i really wanted to come home as i realised just how much i miss andrew, yes..... i know that he isnt here, but at least being home i just feel closer to him. its strange that a week away from home made me miss him more than the last 8 months. i suppose it was the fact that most of the things that i would normally take for granted on holiday just werent there this time.